Back then in those days when i was still way younger and just experiencing freedom, I used to be able to talk to Ladies, I didn’t have much then, infact Sapa was my roommate then (you know how school life can be) but i could walk up to any lady and engage her in a Conversation and connect. I was so good with communication it only takes me 2 weeks to get so intimate with a Lady, it was like a skill for me, even my Friends take notes from my tactics.
I had a lot of females around me, now that I’m thinking of it , i wonder what they were after o , they used to say all Ladies want is Money and Attention, I didn’t have the Money but i had the attention and with that i was still able to get some
But everything Changed when i left school and i had to experience life
Life hit me like a tornado and i was very very unbalanced for a while, the Ladies i got with attention i needed the attention to keep and I wasn’t even available for myself not to talk of anyone
Eventually,
Things got better, i got a Job and doing very well
But, I didn’t get better
The 2 ladies I tried dating left me because I wasn’t emotionally available, I wasn’t giving the attention even tho now i can give the Money
Now it has gotten so bad, I don’t even have the confidence to walk up to a Lady, I can’t hold conversations online and it seemed i became so Boring
I think i stopped caring about any other thing asides how to get better for a long time that i lost my usual vibe
Now I’m okay to some extents but Single and Lonely, cos i have very few friends now, i shot everyone out when i was trying to gain balance in life
Now I’m just here doing life alone
What happened to me?
Life happens